Violence in the home

This is not how your treat a friend,someone you claim you truly love? This is just part of how someone can react after been caught cheating.This wasn't all. It became something else, something more.Even after you go... go your own way. There were busted swollen lips, bruise nose, ribs. Bruises from head to even my legs. This is domestic violence. It shouldn't never had happened to me. It gets worst when after a beating, he still manages to not see what he did and grabs you down. Holds you and forces himself on you. No one should have to go through this. I'm still here.Of course, then I wouldn't be doing this. But there are so many others who dont make it.To some its like a trap.It might feel like there's no letting go.
Its messed up how people who act like they care, really dont. Don't bother to help you, give you a little push to find the right way. I feel like I am being blinded by something.I feel like I hit the end of the road and I have nowhere else to go.